So I have moved on. If I am to sub, that is ok. I can totally do that. We make enough money to live well on and sales are picking up for the holiday's. Hoping that will keep growing. Over the winter break when I have two weeks off, going to come up with some new ideas for the website site along with finding some new ways to advertise. I wonder what it would cost to get into some magazines and such. Hmm. Going to have to look into that.

Peace be with you all, find joy in the earth and the beauty she gives us every day and every night.

Ok trying very hard to stay up and keep my spirits up. The tribe did not hire me even though the school wanted me. So, the job I am doing will end soon. I was angry and upset yesterday, today I just do not want to go back to subbing. Ugh! I so was sure though I knew there was a good chance they would not. Ugh. Do not know what do to now. Trying to find out what is left to do to sub for the districts where I live... not having to get up at five would be amazing. We will see what happens I guess. 

OBOD Initiation

Initiation! Yay! This time around I have the CDs because before, somewhere around Gwersi 5 or 6 I decided that just the books were just not working for me so I ordered the CDs too... I was so excited to see that I was on the lesson including the initiation as the first time I did it, it never felt quite ... quite like I thought it should. So, without all of the pomp... just me sitting in the middle of my bed... candle in hand, headphones attached to my phone where i have all of my lessons stored in MP3 format, I go through the initiation saying the works from the CD and answering the questions of the initiation out loud. I started with entering my sacred grove and the light body exercise which, as this is my second time through these (i have already been through gwersi 21) I did this with ease. I then went through the initiation as it is on the CDs. It was amazing and felt so complete. Today I walk with a new found peace in my heart and strength in my mind. Loving it. Yay!!! 

New Peace

Bring me a sense of peace
Contact divine
The crow shows me how
to feel, to calm
Following from day to day
I learn to watch for
Them through among the way
Peace in my heart
Peace in my home
Divine goddess within
Me through the crow
Of my divine being