Ok trying very hard to stay up and keep my spirits up. The tribe did not hire me even though the school wanted me. So, the job I am doing will end soon. I was angry and upset yesterday, today I just do not want to go back to subbing. Ugh! I so was sure though I knew there was a good chance they would not. Ugh. Do not know what do to now. Trying to find out what is left to do to sub for the districts where I live... not having to get up at five would be amazing. We will see what happens I guess.