Saturday, September 15, 2012

My studies in Druidry

Despite the fact that I have not been posting like I should, I have continued my studies both from OBOD and in reading the Book of Druid Magic. I will continue to write about the book here but am not suppose to write about the OBOD training here. Kinda got told I'm not suppose to though I thought I was only talking about my own feelings, not the content. It's all good though.. here goes.

The last time I added to my studies Journey, I was still in the chapter talking about tools and such. I have moved well beyond that at this point and will try to catch you up here. Not sure if I will get it all done tonight, but promise to work on it over the next few days.

The last chapter I wrote about was the tools chapter, chapter four so I will go ahead and move on from there.


The next section was about divination. I have been doing various forms of divination for a little over a year now and was thorough interested in this chapter. It was a quick over view with the promise of more later in the book. Yay! It talked about several things, prophecy or second sight, augury, and Ogham.

Second sight are those who just see what is happening or what is to come. Seeing what we cannot see. Even now, as in all time, even our leaders have seers whom the confer with. It has even been known that our presidents consult phychics and seers, though it is usually done through that wives. Heaven forbid the president would believe in something so mystical, lol...

Augury is the study of habits. What really caught my attention was the study of birds. It has been known through history that fortunes have been told by the behaviors of birds and other animals. How fascinating? I am looking forward to reading more about this, even if I have to look beyond this book for the information. Lets, however, get through this one first. The Goddess Bridgid was connected with Augury.

The one that truly interests me at this point is the Ogham. Using the Ogham Fews, trees, carved into stones or staves as I have made to tell fortunes, futures, or outcomes. I am thoroughly interesting in this and will post more on this soon. The students of the actually symbols , their meanings, and how to read them comes towards the end of the book... i will be patient and wait. What am I saying, I'm already playing with them. I will, however, wait and write more about them when I have a better understanding of what I am doing with them.
these are my hand made holly wood staves. Cool, right? 

Friday, September 14, 2012

Day 30 of 100 days of gratitude

Today I am grateful that I was able to get to yet another interview up north. I was grateful to have the gas and the courage to get there.

I am also very grateful that it is friday night. yay! 

Monday, September 10, 2012

Day 29 of 100 days of gratitude

Ok, so I got a call for an interview on friday for middle school resource room.. yay! and today got another for an elementary resource room... yipee!!! I'm going to have a contract this year so i can get things back online... yay!!! 

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Day 28 of 100 days of gratitude

So I just checked and while they took almost half for over payments I do not owe, I did get an unemployment payment for last week. Yay! it's almost over. Now I just need to figure out how to pay the bills on half of what I am suppose to get. I am grateful that September, in this regard, is finally here.

I am grateful to have a guy like Darren that gives my something to look forward too... Seeing him again on the 23rd, if not sooner. 

Saturday, September 8, 2012

A cry for help!

People keep telling me things are going to get better. Everything happens for a reason. Watch, your time is coming and all will be better then it's ever been. Yes, I am druid. Yes I do beleive that the Goddess takes care of us all and we are not given things that we cannot handle but really! I have to vent a little. I think that if we were not suppose to vent, we would not have been given the gift or yelling - or in this case of being able to TYPE IN ALL CAPS!!!  lol...

In the last two years, I have been threatened by a hospital school who mistreats students and takes students who will be harmed rather then helped by their services. I have not been able to find a job. I had to move away from the area that I love to live in the hole called Lewis County because that is where we could afford rent - of course until we moved there and unemployment decided that I could live on no income at all. We ended up virtually homeless, now live in low income housing next to neighbors who break into apartments and steal computers, and live in a place where I cannot find a job at all and the ones available you can't live on let alone earn enough to leave. I need a dentist so bad that I am in pain all of the time. My sister ends up with a strange infection in her spine and has to spend two months between a hospital and nursing home leaving her teenaged boys home alone. There is no place to swim. My dog is aging so fast because there is no place for her to run and get the exercise she needs. Did I mention I am in constant pain? I have applied for minimum 250 jobs in the last year, been told no thank you by about 8 of them and just never hear form the rest at all. Oh, i have actually had 5 interviews, all this summer, and to no avail, still no job. 

School has started and we are starting another year of not making it. Struggling to pay the bills and keep our head above water. My mom is having difficulty remembering things. She gets so frustrated when I ask her about something I know I told her but she doesn't remember. She is becoming all but a hermit... sitting on her computer all day because being in the apartment, there is nothing for her to do all day long. 

Goddess, I ask you now, please send us help. Send me a job, send us a way out of this place. Send us a way out of the place were we currently live, send me a way out of this place in my heart where I am drowning. I ask this now.. Please help as I am sinking, my head is going under, and I do not know how to save myself... Please help me. 

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Day 27 of 100 days of gratitude

Today I am grateful for Saturdays. There is not business to be taken care of today. I get to see Darren, tomorrow I have training for my new part time job...

The spell work I did Thursday night has rid me of whatever was making me sick.. yay! I am feeling so much better today!!! 

Monday, September 3, 2012

Day 26 of 100 days of gratitude:

Today, on this crazy day of multiple "no's",  sorry we cannot help, and "there is nothing we can do's", I am thankful for my facebook healing friends... Love you guys.


~Celtic Invocation of Peace~
Deep peace, pure white of the moon to you
Deep peace, pure green of the grass to you
Deep peace, pure brown of the earth to you
Deep peace, pure grey of the dew to you
Deep peace, pure blue o the ski to you
Deep peace of the running wave to you
Deep peace of the flower air to you
Deep peace of the quiet earth to you

by Fiona Macleod





Sunday, September 2, 2012

Day 25 of 100 days of gratitude:

Today I am grateful for what I have learned to take power over myself and my own feelings. While I am just learning to control this, it is sometimes so hard. Today I was able to have a good day despite all that has happened, the stress of these days, and the fact that I did not feel well. I give thanks for my studies and to the goddess for helping me through all that is happening to me at this time.


I give thanks for the love of those around me. My mom, my sister, my children, Darren, and all of friends and family on facebook. I could not make it through this life without you all.

I am grateful for the sunshine yet again today as it feels my goodness, my happiness, and my health. Without you, and I know that in the great northwest, it will soon disappear into our rainy season, i would wither...

I am grateful for the energies of earth, the protection of earth, and all that it does for me and all of us, including those that have no idea.


And last but not least.. I am grateful for my totem.. my ravens/crows in nature and those inside me. Thank you for the strength to keep moving forward. 



Saturday, September 1, 2012

Day 24 of 100 days of gratitude:

So somehow I completely forgot to do this yesterday. Hmmm. Oh well. So today I am grateful that I was able to see my wonderful kinda boyfriend this morning. We went out to see the Dam out in Mossy Rock. Such beautiful trees. It was awesome. Got to talk and spend time with him which was also amazing. We talked and hung out and it was so awesome.

I am also grateful that the summer season is over and that school starts this week. I should be back to work within the next couple of weeks which would be amazing also. Yay!