People keep telling me things are going to get better. Everything happens for a reason. Watch, your time is coming and all will be better then it's ever been. Yes, I am druid. Yes I do beleive that the Goddess takes care of us all and we are not given things that we cannot handle but really! I have to vent a little. I think that if we were not suppose to vent, we would not have been given the gift or yelling - or in this case of being able to TYPE IN ALL CAPS!!! lol...
In the last two years, I have been threatened by a hospital school who mistreats students and takes students who will be harmed rather then helped by their services. I have not been able to find a job. I had to move away from the area that I love to live in the hole called Lewis County because that is where we could afford rent - of course until we moved there and unemployment decided that I could live on no income at all. We ended up virtually homeless, now live in low income housing next to neighbors who break into apartments and steal computers, and live in a place where I cannot find a job at all and the ones available you can't live on let alone earn enough to leave. I need a dentist so bad that I am in pain all of the time. My sister ends up with a strange infection in her spine and has to spend two months between a hospital and nursing home leaving her teenaged boys home alone. There is no place to swim. My dog is aging so fast because there is no place for her to run and get the exercise she needs. Did I mention I am in constant pain? I have applied for minimum 250 jobs in the last year, been told no thank you by about 8 of them and just never hear form the rest at all. Oh, i have actually had 5 interviews, all this summer, and to no avail, still no job.
School has started and we are starting another year of not making it. Struggling to pay the bills and keep our head above water. My mom is having difficulty remembering things. She gets so frustrated when I ask her about something I know I told her but she doesn't remember. She is becoming all but a hermit... sitting on her computer all day because being in the apartment, there is nothing for her to do all day long.
Goddess, I ask you now, please send us help. Send me a job, send us a way out of this place. Send us a way out of the place were we currently live, send me a way out of this place in my heart where I am drowning. I ask this now.. Please help as I am sinking, my head is going under, and I do not know how to save myself... Please help me.
In the last two years, I have been threatened by a hospital school who mistreats students and takes students who will be harmed rather then helped by their services. I have not been able to find a job. I had to move away from the area that I love to live in the hole called Lewis County because that is where we could afford rent - of course until we moved there and unemployment decided that I could live on no income at all. We ended up virtually homeless, now live in low income housing next to neighbors who break into apartments and steal computers, and live in a place where I cannot find a job at all and the ones available you can't live on let alone earn enough to leave. I need a dentist so bad that I am in pain all of the time. My sister ends up with a strange infection in her spine and has to spend two months between a hospital and nursing home leaving her teenaged boys home alone. There is no place to swim. My dog is aging so fast because there is no place for her to run and get the exercise she needs. Did I mention I am in constant pain? I have applied for minimum 250 jobs in the last year, been told no thank you by about 8 of them and just never hear form the rest at all. Oh, i have actually had 5 interviews, all this summer, and to no avail, still no job.
School has started and we are starting another year of not making it. Struggling to pay the bills and keep our head above water. My mom is having difficulty remembering things. She gets so frustrated when I ask her about something I know I told her but she doesn't remember. She is becoming all but a hermit... sitting on her computer all day because being in the apartment, there is nothing for her to do all day long.
Goddess, I ask you now, please send us help. Send me a job, send us a way out of this place. Send us a way out of the place were we currently live, send me a way out of this place in my heart where I am drowning. I ask this now.. Please help as I am sinking, my head is going under, and I do not know how to save myself... Please help me.
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