Sunday, March 11, 2012

Patience on the Path



Remember: “There are just as many young sages as there are old fools”.
Questions:
1. When you started on your path, did you find yourself getting into the trap of thinking you had it all together after only a short time?

No, I have been on the path for about a year and still feel like I know so little. I have come a long way, am narrowing my path now to druidry, where I always knew I belonged, and am even getting ready to dedicate myself to this path. But I am a life long learner in all aspects of my life, and this is not different.

2. As a young person, did you ever find yourself being discredited because of your age or lack of experience? Looking back, do you see this is a sort of milestone along life’s journey towards personal growth?
I have lived a rather difficult life, like any other. We each have our own lives and comparing is subjective, I know. I do not think that I was ever really condemned as not knowing because of age once I was out of my parents house. I had lived a lot of life by the time I was out of high school, much of which no one knew about. Having kids and a divorce by the time I was 22. People really figured I was pretty knowledgable. I do have people now, in my job, who like to treat my like I don't know what i'm talkiing about  and when it turns out that I do, they say nothing.

It has only been recently that I have decided that it doesn't matter what they think I can do. I know what I know and what I am capable of. I am becoming more capable every day in so many aspects of life. That is all way can do, right!

3. Do you ever find yourself discrediting young people?
I do not discredit young people. Young people these days are smart and are not given enough credit. So many live lives as teens that their parents could never understand and this gives them wisdom. Many come from  homes that cause them to live lives that they do not deserve and this makes them knowing, and in many cases damaged. I would never discredit a young person... I do, however, discredit adults because there are many of them who need it.

4. Looking at your life so far, how would you chart the path you have taken using milestones or points of change?
Hmmmm. This one is an interesting question. It goes back to learning that santa was not real because my dad couldn't wait to put out presents until i was asleep. It moves on to the realization in middle school that I was my own person and not the person that my dad wanted me to be. This is also about the time that I starting "knowing" spirits and ghosts. In high school i continued to play the game. Several unfortunate out of my hands events happened to me in highschool that damaged me for a very long time. Abusive marriage, playing the game, doing what I was told. Two beautiful kids and a divorce later and I am now me. Not sure who that is, but that is where I was. Over the years I learn to work with my uncontrolled gifts. I take care of myself kinda and raise my two fabulous kids. And this eventually leads to where I am now.

Everything that happens in our lives is what makes us who we are. I am here now, despite things that were horrible by my standards and things that were horrible by any standards but without those experiences, I would be a different person now. I kinda like myself at this point in my life so there you go!  

Imcallam in da Thurad” or “The Colloquy of the Two Sages”.

The story that best illustrates the concept of the impatience we feel when we are young, or even just so new at a path that when we hit that first stage of “Wow, I’ve learned all I need to know!”, is one from the Irish Book of Leinster called “Imcallam in da Thurad” or “The Colloquy of the Two Sages”.
The tale begins with Nede MacAdne, who was the son of Adne, Chief Ollamh of Ireland. Nede was away studying when he heard the news of his father’s passing. The seat of Chief Ollamh was vacant and he began to make his way home to mourn his father’s death.
Along the way, he was told by Bricriu (a troublesome man in most Irish tales) that the many coloured and feathered cloak of the Chief Ollamh should go to Nede as the son of Adne. He instructed Nede to take the seat, wear the robe and fashion himself a beard since no beardless man could hold the position. Nede gathered some grass and placed a spell on it so that it would appear to be a beard. He put on his father’s robes and sat down in his father’s vacant seat.
Ferchertne, a senior Ollamh, was the actual named successor for Adne and he was also making his was to Tara to take his rightful place as Chief Ollamh. Upon his arrival, he was told by Bricriu that he had lost his position to a “young honourable man”.
Ferchertne arrived to find the lad with the grassy beard and Chief Ollamh’s robes sitting in the chair, and questioned him. The conversation between the two is what is known as Imcallam in da Thurad or
The Colloquy of the Two Sages.
1. Who is this poet, a poet round whom lies the robe with its splendour,
2. Who would display himself after chanting poetry?
3. According to what I see, (he is only) a pupil.
4. Of grass is the arrangement of his great beard.
5. In the place for chanting poetry who is this poet, a contentious poet?
6. I never heard the secret of the sense of Adnae's son:
7. I never heard of him with ready knowledge.
8. A mistake, by (my) letters, is Néde's seat!
9. This is an honorific speech which Néde uttered to Ferchertne :

SAID NÉDE
10. An ancient one, O my senior, every sage is a corrective sage.
11. A sage is the reproach of every ignorant person.
12. (But) before he knows wrath against us he should see what reproach, what (evil) sap (is in us).
13. Welcome is even the piercing sense of wisdom.
14. Slight is the blemish of a young man, unless his art be (rightly) questioned.
15. Step, chief (a more lawful way).
16. Thou shewest badly, thou hast shewn badly.
17. Thou yieldest to me very meagrely the food of learning.
18. I have drained the dug of a man goodly, treasurous.

SAID FERCHERTNE
19. A question, O instructing lad, whence hast thou come ?

NÉDE ANSWERED
20. Not hard.(to say) from the heel of a sage,
21. from a confluence of wisdom,
22. from perfections of goodness,
23. from brightness of sunrise,
24. from the hazels of poetic art ,
25. from circuits of splendour,
26. out of which they measure truth according to excellences,
27. in which righteousness is taught,
28. in which falsehood sets,
29. in which colours are seen,
30. in which poems are freshened.
31. And thou, 0 my senior, whence hast thou come ?

FERCHERTNE ANSWERED
32. Not hard (to say): along the columns of age,
33. along the streams of Galion (Leinster),
34. along the Sídhe [W. Stokes said "Elfmound"] of Nechtan's wife,
35. along, the forearm of Nuada's wife,
36. along the land of the sun (science),
37. along the dwelling of the moon,
38 . along the young one's navel-string.
39. A question, O instructing lad, what is thy name ?

NÉDE ANSWERS
40. Not hard (to say): Very-small, very-great, very-bright (?), Very-hard.
41. Angriness of fire,
42. Fire of speech,
43. Noise of knowledge,
44. Well of wealth,
45. Sword of song,
46. Straight-artistic with bitterness (?) out of fire.
47. And thou , O my senior, what is thy name?

FERCHERTNE ANSWERS
48 Not hard (to say): Nearest in omens.
49. Explanatory champion for declaration, (for) interrogatory.
50. Inquiry of science
51. Weft of art,
52. Casket of poetry,
53. Abundance from a sea.
54. A question, O instructing lad, what art dost thou practice?

NÉDE ANSWERS

55. Not hard to say: reddening, a countenance
56. piercing flesh,
57. tingeing bashfulness,
58. tossing away shamelessness,
59. fostering poetry,
60. to searching for fame,
61. wooing science,
62. art for every mouth,
63. diffusing knowledge,
64. stripping speech,
65. in a little room,
66. a sage's cattle,
67. a stream of science
68. abundant teaching,
69. smooth tales, the delight of kings.
70. And thou , O my senior, what art dost thou practice?

FERCHERTNE ANSWERS
71. hunting for support,
72. establishing peace,
73. arranging a troop,
74. tribulation of young men,
75. celebrating art,
76. a pallet with a king,
77. .... ing the Boyne,
78. briamon smetrach,
79. the shield of Athirne,
80. a share of new wisdom from the stream of science
81. fury of inspiration,
82. structure of mind,
83. art of small poems,
84. clear arrangement,
85. ruddy tales,
86. a celebrated road
87. a pearl in setting (?)
88. succouring sciences after a poem.

FERCHERTNE SAID
89. "A question, O instructing lad, what is it that thou undertakest ? "

NÉDE ANSWERS
90. Not hard (to say) : (to go) into the plain of age,
91. into the mountain of youth,
92. into the hunting of age,
93. into following a king (death ?),
94. into an abode of clay,
95. between candle and fire,
96. between battle and its horror;
97. among the mighty men of Tethra
98. among the stations of...
99. among the streams of knowledge.
100. And thou, O my sage, what is it that thou undertakest ?

FERCHERTNE ANSWERS
100. (to go) into the mountain of rank;
101. into the communion of sciences,
102. into the lands of the men of knowledge,
103. into the breast of poetic revision,
104. into the inver of bounties ;
105. into the fair of the king's boar:
106. into the small respect of new men:
107. into the slopes of death (wherein is) abundance of great honours.
108. A question, O instructing lad, what is the path thou hast come ?'

NÉDE ANSWERS
109. Not hard (to say) on the white plain of knowledge,
110. on a king's beard:
111. on a wood of age:
112. on the back of the ploughing-ox :
113. on the light of a summer-moon:
114. on goodly cheeses (mast and fruit):
115. on dews of a goddess (corn and milk)
116. on scarcity of corn
117. on a ford (?) of fear
118. on the thighs of a goodly abode.
119. And thou, O my- senior, on what path hast thou come ?

FERCHERTNE ANSWERS
120. Not hard (to say) : on Lugh's horserod (?).
121. on the breasts of soft women:
122. on the hair of a wood:
123. on the head of a spear:
124. on a gown of silver:
125. on a chariot-frame without a tyre (?)
126. on a tyre without a chariot:
127. on the three ignorances of the Mac ind Óc.
128. And thou, 0 instructing lad, of whom art thou son ?

NÉDE ANSWERS
129. Not hard (to say): I am son of Poetry,
130. Poetry son of Scrutiny,
131. Scrutiny son of Meditation,
132. Meditation son of Lore,
133. Lore son of Enquiry,
134. Enquiry son of Investigation,
135. Investigation son of Great-Knowledge,
136. Great-Knowledge son of Great-Sense,
137. Great-Sense son of Understanding,
138. Understanding son of Wisdom,
139. Wisdom, son of the three gods of Poetry.
140. And thou, 0 my senior, whose son art thou ?

FERCHERTNE ANSWERS
141. Not hard (to say): I am son of the man who has been and was not born :
142. he has been buried in his mother's womb:
143. he has been baptized after death:
144. his first presence, death, betrothed him:
145. the first utterance of every living one:
146. the cry of every dead one:
147. lofty A is his name.
148. A question, O instructing lad, hast thou tidings ?

NÉDE ANSWERS
149. There are indeed: good tidings:
150. sea fruitful,
151. strand overrun,
152. woods smile,
153. wooden blades flee,
154. fruit-trees flourish (?)
155. cornfields grow,
156. bee swarms are many,
157. a radiant world,
158. happy peace,
159. kindly summer,
160. armies with pay,
161. sunny kings,
162. wondrous wisdom,
163. battle goes away,
164. every one to his (own) art,
165. men to valour,
166. needlework for women,
167. munbrec láith,
168. treasures laugh,
169. valour abundant,
170. every art complete,
171. fair every good man,
172. good every tiding,
173. tidings good.
174. And thou, O my senior, hast thou tidings ?

FERCHERTNE ANSWERS
175. I have indeed: tidings terrible evil the time which will always be: wherein chiefs will be many, wherein honours will be few: the living will quash fair judgments.
176. The cattle of the world will be barren.
177. Men will cast off modesty.
178. The champions of great lords will go.
179. Men will be bad: (lawful) kings will be few: usurpers will be many
180. Disgraces will be crowds: every man will be blemished.
181. Chariots will perish along the race-course.
182. Foes will consume Niall's plains.
183. Truth will not safeguard wealth (excellence ?)
184. Sentries round churches will be fought.
185. Every art will be buffoonery
186. Every falsehood will be chosen.
187. Every one will pass out of his (proper) state through pride and arrogance, so that neither rank nor (old) age, nor honour, nor dignity, nor art, nor instruction will be served.
188. Every skilful person will be broken.
189. Every king will be a pauper.
190. Every noble will be contemned: every baseborn will be set up, so that neither God nor man will be worshipped.
191. (Lawful) princes will perish before usurpers by oppressions (?) of the men of the black spears.
192. Belief will be destroyed.
193. Offerings will be disturbed.
194. Floors will gone under (by housebreakers).
195. Cells will be undermined.
196. Churches will be burnt.
197. Niggardly storerooms will be laid waste.
198. Inhospitality will destroy flowers.
199. Though false judgments fruits will fall.
200. His path (in winter to his hospitallers) will perish for every one.
201. Hounds will inflict conflicts on bodies, so that every one will ... upon his following through darkness and grudge and niggardliness.
202. At the end of the final world (there will be) a refuge to poverty and stinginess and grudging.
203. Many controversies (will there be) with artists.
204. Every one will buy a lampooner to lampoon on his behalf.
205. Every one will impose a limit on another.
206. On every hilltop treachery will adventure, so that neither bed nor oath will protect.
207. Every one will hurt his neighbour: so that every brother will betray another.
208. Every one will slay his companion at drinking-together and eating-together, so that there will be neither truth nor honour nor soul there.
209. niggards will shrivel (?) one another for their number.
210. usurpers will satirise one another with storm of every darkness.
211. Ranks will be spilt: clericisms will be forgotten: sages will be despised.
212. Music will turn into boors.
213. Championship will turn to cells and clerics.
214. Wisdom will be turned into false judgments.
215. A lord's law will turn upon the Church.
216. Evil will pass into the points of croziers.
217. Every sexual connexion will turn into adultery.
218. Great pride and great free-will will turn into the sons of peasants and churls.
219. Great niggardise and great inhospitality and great penuriousness will turn into landholders, so that their poems will be dark.
220. Great skill in embroidery will pass to fools and harlots, so that garments will be expected without colours.
221. Wrong judgments will pass into kings and lords.
222. Undutifulness and anger will pass into every one's mind, so that neither bondslaves nor handmaids will serve their masters; so that neither kings nor lords will hear the prayers of their tribes or their judgments; so that the erenaghs [managers of church lands] will not listen to their tenants and their communities; so that the tributary will not endure (to pay) compensation to his lord for his due; so that the ecclesiastical tenant will not serve from his property his church and his lawful abbot; so that the wife will not endure her first-husband's word over her; so that the sons and daughters will not serve their fathers or their mothers; so that pupils will not rise up (respectfully) before their teachers.
223. Every one will turn his art into false teaching and false intelligence, to seek to surpass his teacher; so that the junior may like to be seated while his senior is above his head (standing), so that it will be no shame with king or lord who shall go to special eating or special drinking in front of his comrade who will serve him, or in front of his retinue and his company which will come to him; so that there will be no shame with a farmer who is eating after closing his house against the artist who sells his honour and his soul for a cloak and for food: so that every one at special eating and special drinking will turn his cheek to his comrade; so that greed will fill every human being: so that the proud man will sell his honour and his soul for the price of one scruple.
224. Modesty will be cast off: folks will be contemned: lords will be destroyed: ranks will be despised: Sunday will be degraded: Ietters will be forgotten: poets will not be produced.
225. Righteousness will be removed: false judgments will be manifested by the usurpers of the final world: fruits after appearing will be burnt up by a flood of outlanders and rabble.
226. 0n every territory will be an excessive number.
227. Districts will be extended into uplands.
228. Every forest will become a great plain: every great plain will become a forest.
229. Every one will slave with all his family.
230. Thereafter will come many hurtful diseases: sudden awful tempests: lightning with cries of trees (struck by thunderbolts).
231. winter leafy, summer gloomy, autumn without crops, spring without flowers
232. Mortality with famine.
233. Diseases on cattle: bedgacha (staggers ?), scamacha, murrains, dropsies, milliuda, lumps, agues.
234. Estrays without profit: hiding-places without treasures: great goods without men (to consume them )
235. Extinction of championship.
236. Failure on cornfields.
237. Perjurers.
238. Judgments with anger.
239. A death of three days and three nights on two thirds of human beings.
240. A third of those plagues on beasts of sea and forest.
241. Then will come seven years after lamentation.
242. Flowers will perish.
243. In every house there will be wailing.
244. Outlanders will consume the plain of Erin.
245. Men will tend men.
246. A conflict will go round Cnámchoill.
247. Fair stammerers will be slain.
248. Daughters will conceive to their fathers.
249. Contests will be fought round famous places.
250. There will be desolation round the heights of the Isle of meadowy plains.
251. The sea will break over every country at inhabiting the Land of Promise.
252. Ireland will be left seven years before the Judgment.
253. It will be mournful after slaughters.
254. Thereafter will come the signs of Antichrist's birth.
255. In every tribe monsters will be born.
256. Streampools will turn against streams.
257. Horsedung (?) will turn into gold-colours.
258. Water will turn into tastes wine.
259. Mountains will turn into perfect lands.
260. Bogs will turn into flowery clover.
261. Swarms of bees will be burnt among uplands.
262. The floodtides of the sea will delay from one day to another.
263. Thereafter seven dark years will come.
264. They will hide the lamps of heaven.
265. At the perishing of the world they will go into the presence of Judgment.
266. It will be the Judgment, my son. Great tidings, awful tidings, an evil time !
267. Said Ferchertne: Knowest thou, O little (in age), great (in knowledge), O son of Adnae, who is above thee ?

NÉDE ANSWERS
268. Easy (to say). I know my God creative.
269. l know my wisest of prophets.
270. I know my hazel of poetry.
271. I know my mighty God.
272. I know that Ferchertne is a great poet and a prophet.
273. The lad then kneels to him. Thereat Néde flings to Ferchertne the poet's robe, which he put from him, and he rose out of the poet's seat, wherein he was, to cast himself under Ferchertne's feet. Thereupon Ferchertne said:

DIXIT FERCHERTNE
274. Stay, O little (in age), great (in knowledge), son of Adnae !

DIXIT FERCHERTNE
275. Said Ferchertne: Stay then, thou poet great, to wit, in science, O son of Adnae ! mayst thou be magnified (.and) glorified!
276. mayst thou be famous (and) adorned in the opinion of man and God !
277. mayst thou be a casket of poetry !
278. mayst thou be a king's arm !
279. mayst thou be a rock of ollaves !
280. mayst thou be the glory of Emain !
281. mayst thou be the higher than every one !

SAID NÉDE
282 Mayst thou thyself be so (?) under the same title ! a tree of one butt: he is at the same time a male (?) without destruction.
283. a casket of poetry:
284. an expression of new wisdom: he is the intellect of the perfect folk: father by son: son by father.
285. Three fathers are read of therein, to wit, a father in age, a fleshly father, a father of teaching.
286. My fleshly father remains not.
287. My father of teaching is not in presence.
288. 'Tis thou art my father in age.
289. I acknowledge thee as such (?)
Mayst thou thyself be it (?)
An interesting story this is since it showed that the elder man gave the younger man the benefit of the doubt and tested his knowledge, which proved to be quite plentiful. At the same time, the younger man had the wisdom to curb his arrogance, leading the two men to come to a compromise.
Nede acknowledged that he could learn much from Ferchertne and accepted him as a fatherly figure.
Pema Chodron, a Buddhist Nun of the Shambhala tradition, wrote about enlightenment and how one often thinks that enlightenment is a destination or something that is lovely. It is not, nor is it often the romanticised thing folks think it is. 4The story was of an arrogant young woman who took a painfully long pilgrimage up a mountain to meet with a beautiful and spiritual old woman who would show her enlightenment. She did find the lovely elder and asked for enlightenment.
“Are you sure you want enlightenment?” The lovely old lady asked.
“Of course I am sure!” the young woman replied.
The beautiful lady turned into a demon and flew around the young woman screaming “Now! Now! Now!”for the rest of her life.
Having once been a youth who spent untold amounts of time trying to rush enlightenment, I have learned that those who want to rush enlightenment often get it: hard, fast and never ending! (“Now!”) On the same token, we must not discredit the wisdom of one because he or she is young. Like Nede, they may have a lot of wisdom…just not a lot of experience yet!

An exercise in Contemplative Meditation and discovering your core values

Process:

Bring a pen and some paper with you to your favourite meditation place and prepare yourself for contemplative meditation.

By this time, you should be able to get yourself into the right frame of mind to meditate. This is not a trance working or exercise involving the subconscious directly, but it is a good idea to ground yourself and focus completely on the task at hand.

Once you are ready, ask yourself the following questions and write down whatever answers come first to your mind:


  • What are my Strengths – What skills or talents do I have? What am I really good at doing? What do others say I am good at doing?
Talking to people, knowledge, teaching
What are my Weaknesses – What would I like to improve about myself? What have others told me I need to improve about myself?
meditation, clearing my mind of all things and being able to focus on the meditation of the task at hand.
  • What are my personal Ethics – What values do I strongly hold? Why? (Look at your causes if you need help with this one: What causes do you strongly support? Environmentalism? Humanitarian work? What are your opinions of controversial subjects such as abortion, hunting animals for fur, or domestic violence? What issues burn deep within you? What do you demand justice for?)
Being kind to all, help where needed, treat others fairly if at all possible, be self sufficient, take care of the enviroment, promote all life.
  • What are my Values – What values do I hold? Why? (For help, think of the qualities you most admire in people, as well as the ones you despise. Those are the values that you hold dear or clash with – write these all down)
Kindness, intelligance, motivation toi learn and continuing to bette oneself
  • What is my Learning Style – How do I learn best? (If you are stuck, look at your favourite and least favourite teachers in your life. What common features can you find? These contribute to discovering your personal learning style)
Reading and then practicing
Discussion with others, learning how things look to others especially if their views are different from mine.
  • What are my spiritual beliefs – For this one, try not to think of any religious studies you have taken. Look more at the things you like or dislike about the religions you’ve been exposed to. What is desirable? What pushes you away? These basic things are your core beliefs.
I believe that we are all differnt parts of the same systme. We progress as we move forward and grow in our spirituality and understanding of our world. We are spiritual beings but are also given free will, a choice. We are the many aspects of the Goddess/God.

People who are closed minded push me away. People who will argue that their way is the only way will push me away. I dislike demands and the idea that someone can control our spiritual aspects. Spirituality comes from experience and life.

When you have finished your session, simply ground and center using your method of choice. Leave your written answers for a while and have something to eat or drink. Engage in an activity that has absolutely nothing to do with this exercise. Later on, have a look at what you’ve written. Some things may surprise you!

You may want to do this exercise a few times since it will take a few times to really get used to looking within yourself.


Meditation is not something that I have been doing very successfully these past 6 months. i do plan to do this again soon to see what I come up with. I am currenty working on grounding and centering myself again so that I am able to meditate successfully.

My Circle Cast completed


"This space is cleansed by me, is to be used for my sacred space for this work. A circle cast, drawn around me, below me, above me for this purpose now. This circle of love and respect is now closed."

Macha:

Macha come Macha

Faerie Queen

Macha come Macha

Horse Goddess

Macha come Macha

Abundance of field and plain

Prophetic visions

Balance in life

Macha come Macha


Anu:

Mother of all earth who nourishes and sustains

Proves riches and abundance in all earthly ways

Deep rooted and giver of life and death

I ask you here now to assist in my work

All hail Anu!


Badb:



Cauldron Keeper death and birth

Battle fury, warrior crone

I ask you here now to assist my work

Crow Goddess come, Babd

"I invite you, The Morrigan (Macha, Anu, or Badb) to join me in this circle to aid me in my work."

"Elemental Earth, I invite you here to join me in this circle to aid in my work. "

"Elemental Air, I invite you here to join me in this circle to aid in my work."

"Elemental Fire, I invite you here to join me in this circle to aid in my work."

"Elemental Water, I invite you here to join me in this circle to aid in my work."

"I thank you all for joining me here. Please accept this gift of XXXX for your help and support in the circle. "

"I asked you all here with me todya to aid me in my request for XXXX. I ask this because I XXXX."

Perform the tasks at hand, all spell work and requests.

"In thanks for all of your help, please except this libation."

"Elemental Water, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect.

"Elemental Fire, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect."

"Elemental Air, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect."

"Elemental Earth, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect."

"Lady Anu, Badb, or Macha, the Morrigan, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect."

"This circle of love and respect is now open."

Friday, March 9, 2012

New set of lessons. Shaping the wheel

So today I have started my new set of lessons from the Druid Network. This is my pre-free study until I can afford to attend an actual school... I noted where I plan to go previously in my notes, I really want to attend Bards, Ovates, and Druids. Yay... Anyway, Here is a schedule that came with this, i am not following it by season, will be looking at the past year and what is to come for this particular study. But at least you will all have some idea of what I am doing and talking about as I go... Ok, never mind. It won't let me copy and paste it... Will add it later.

There does not seem to be questions as such at the end of these chapters so i will give you an idea of each section as I go through. There are also activities in some of the chapters that I will include here also so you have an idea of what is happening along my path.

The chapter that i read today is entitled An Excerise in contemplative Meditatio nand Discovering Your core Values. I am teaching today, not at home, so I will do the guided meditation when I get home, before bed tonight. We are to take notes, using the meditation to answer some very specific questions... I will post my answers tomorrow. Should be good. These asnwers are also something we will use later at the of this group of lessons. I'm excited to get started.

In this section, we also discussed ritual, what it means, the basics, etc. So, using the information, I wrote my won circle ritual. I have been previously trying to modify others to my own use but find I can not remember them. I have wanted to do this so I guess today was the day. Not saying it won't change, but it is something from the way I feel so we will see what happens. I should also be able to remember it for the most part... I hope. :-)  It looks like this:

"This space is cleansed by me, is to be used for my sacred space for this work. A circle cast, drawn around me, below me, above me for this purpose now. This circle of love and respect is now closed."

Macha:

Anu:

Badb:

"I invite you, The Morrigan (Macha, Anu, or Badb) to join me in this circle to aid me in my work."

"Elemental Earth, I invite you here to join me in this circle to aid in my work. "

"Elemental Air, I invite you here to join me in this circle to aid in my work."

"Elemental Fire, I invite you here to join me in this circle to aid in my work."

"Elemental Water, I invite you here to join me in this circle to aid in my work."

"I thank you all for joining me here. Please accept this gift of XXXX for your help and support in the circle. "

"I asked you all here with me todya to aid me in my request for XXXX. I ask this because I XXXX."

Perform the tasks at hand, all spell work and requests.

"In thanks for all of your help, please except this libation."

"Elemental Water, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect.

"Elemental Fire, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect."

"Elemental Air, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect."

"Elemental Earth, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect."

"Lady Anu, Badb, or Macha, the Morrigan, merry meet, merry part until we merry meet again in love and respect."

"This circle of love and respect is now open."


Ok, so the copy and paste did work. Here it is...

Season/Lesson
Check here when Complete
Preliminary Lesson: Patience Along the Path

Samhain – October 31st or November 1
The Samhain Season
 
Lest We Forget

Darkness and Light: Finding Balance

Winter Solstice - December 21st
Blessings of the Virgin Mother

Heeding The Challenge of the Green Man

The Art of Evading Deception

Imbolc – February 1st
Brighid: The Once and Future Goddess

The Concept of Fosterage

Healing in Ireland

Spring Equinox – March 21st
The Elements of Transformation

Who Are the Bards?

The Mysteries of the Ogham

Beltane - May 1st
The Beltane Season

Sacred Trees

Celebrating Animals

Summer Solstice – June 21st
The Tale of Mogh Ruith

Diversions on the Path

Anam Cara – The Soul Friend

Lughnassadh – August 1st
Lugh of the Many Skills

Celebrating Diversity

The Folly of Revenge

Autumn Equinox – September 21st
Mabon

Consequence: Your Personal Circle of Influence

Wrongful Judgment

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

What Is a Druid?

Often when the combatants are ranged face to face, and swords are drawn and spears bristling, these men come between the armies and stay the battle, just as wild beasts are sometimes held spellbound. Thus even among the most savage barbarians anger yields to wisdom, and Mars is shamed before the Muses.

Diodorus Siculus Histories c.8 BCE
In ancient times a Druid was a philosopher, teacher, counsellor and magician, the word probably meaning ‘A Forest Sage’ or ‘Strong Seer’. In modern times, a Druid is someone who follows Druidry as their chosen spiritual path, or who has entered the Druid level of training in a Druid Order.

The reason we tend to visualise the Druid as an old man in our imagination is partly due, perhaps, to a realisation that by the time one has undertaken the training of Bard and Ovate one is bound to be ancient! We cannot be sure of the exact time it took, but Caesar mentions that some spent as long as twenty years in their education at Druid colleges. But this is really little different to the time young people now take to complete their education, and Caesar’s account is reminiscent of the situation of monastic schools in Europe and as far afield as Tibet, where young people would go or be sent for a complete education: free from the burden of taxation or military service and “instigated by such advantages, many resort to their school even of their own accord, whilst others are sent by their parents and relations.” Commentators point out that ‘twenty years’ could have been a figure of speech to denote a long duration of time, or that it might have actually been 19 years, since the Druids almost certainly used the Metonic Cycle, a method of reckoning based on the nineteen-year eclipse cycle.
If the Bard was the poet and musician, the preserver of lore, the inspirer and entertainer, and the Ovate was the doctor, detective, diviner and seer, what was the Druid? Their functions, simply stated, were to act as advisor to rulers, as judge, as teacher, and as an authority in matters of worship and ceremony. The picture this paints is of mature wisdom, of official position and privilege, and of roles which involved decision-making, direction and the imparting of knowledge and wise counsel.

We tend to think of the Druid as a sort of priest - but this is not borne out by the evidence. The classical texts refer to them more as philosophers than priests. At first this appears confusing since we know they presided at ceremonies, but if we understand that Druidry was a natural, earth religion as opposed to a revealed religion, such as Christianity or Islam, we can see that the Druids probably acted not as mediators of Divinity, but as directors of ritual, guiding and containing the rites.

In addition to this, we know that they fulfilled a number of other functions, which we shall now examine. Separating these out is for the sake of convenience only, for in reality the roles often merged and combined, as we realise when Caesar tells us "They have many discussions as touching the stars and their movement, the size of the universe and of the earth, the order of nature, the strength and the powers of the immortal gods, and hand down their lore to the young men." Here we see the Druids as scientists - as astronomers and mathematicians, as philosophers discussing the powers of the gods, and as teachers passing on their wisdom.

Druids as Judges

The Druids are considered the most just of men, and on this account they are entrusted with the decision, not only of the private disputes, but of the public disputes as well; so that, in former times, they even arbitrated cases of war and made the opponents stop when they were about to line up for battle, and the murder cases in particular were turned over to them for decision.
Strabo Geographica
It is they who decide in almost all disputes, public and private; and if any crime has been committed, or murder done, or there is any dispute about succession or boundaries, they also decide it, determining rewards and penalties: if any person or people does not abide by their decision, they ban such from sacrifice, which is their heaviest penalty.

Caesar De Bello Gallico
It is natural that those people perceived as the wise elders of the community should be turned to for judgement and arbitration in times of dispute or when a crime has been committed, and some of the most interesting information about the ancient Druids can be found in the old Irish laws, known as the Brehon laws. Irish texts tell us that in 714 BCE the High King Ollamh Fódhla formalised the legal system by founding the Festival of Tara, at which every three years the laws already in existence were discussed and revised: and we know some of the names of the more prominent Druid judges of old, including a female judge named Brigh, a male judge named Finnchaemh, and Cennfaela, the Druid of King Cormac, who in the third century CE was said to be the most learned judge in Ireland. Peter Beresford Ellis, in his book The Druids, says: “the Irish system is the oldest surviving complete codified legal system in Europe with its roots in ancient Indo-European custom and not in Roman law, and is therefore the oldest surviving Celtic system of jurisprudence, and one in which the Druids are still mentioned.” Fortunately for us these laws have been recorded - set down in writing as early as the fifth century, according to some sources. Even as late as the seventeenth century some aspects of the Brehon code survived in Ireland, despite attempts by the English to suppress it. Charles Graves, the grandfather of Robert Graves whose book on Ogham The White Goddesswas seminal in the revival of interest in Goddess worship and Paganism, was an expert on Ogham and on Brehon law. He initiated a Royal Commission to transcribe and translate this treasure-trove of information, which was published in six volumes between 1865 and 1901.

Reading the Brehon laws today offers us an opportunity to enter into the minds of the early Druids – and to many peoples’ surprise, rather than discovering the beliefs of a primitive and savage people, we find a highly considered system that is mostly based upon ‘Restorative Justice’ – a concept that is found, for example, on the other side of the world amongst the Maoris of New Zealand . Restorative justice is concerned with compensation rather than revenge - the offender rather than simply being incarcerated is made to make good the damage or loss they have caused the victim. This picture was marred somewhat in Ireland by licence being given for vengeance killings, but these were allowed only in response to the murder of family members, and limits were exerted on retaliation. Undoubtedly we are seeing here an attempt to control situations that could so easily escalate.

As we would expect from Druid lawmakers, severe penalties resulted from the unlawful cutting down of trees, with important trees such as oak and yew being designated ‘Chieftain trees’ and carrying greater demands for compensation than ‘Peasant trees’. And when it came to marriage and divorce the Brehon laws were more humane than the later Christian laws. In the times of the ancient Druids, a woman could divorce a man for a number of reasons: if he was so obese he was unable to make love, for example, or if he preferred to sleep with men, if he beat her leaving visible marks, or if he spread malicious stories about her . Under the Christian post-Druidic law in Ireland, divorce was illegal until 1995 – even if a husband or wife was physically abusive.

The Brehon laws offer us the most complete view of the kind of society that the ancient Druids helped to guide and lead. We have information from Wales too, but the old Welsh laws known as the ‘Laws of Hywel Da’ were recorded much later than the Brehon laws and offer us less insight into the world of the Ancients.

Druids as Teachers

A great number of young men gather about them for the sake of instruction and hold them in great honour....... Report says that in the schools of the Druids they learn by heart a great number of verses, and … they do not think it proper to commit these utterances to writing, although in almost all other matters, and in their public and private accounts, they make use of Greek letters.

Caesar, De Bello Gallico
It is clear from both the classical and the Irish sources that one of the main functions of the Druid was as a teacher. This involved teaching at both an esoteric and an exoteric level. Caitlin Matthews offers the image of the Jewish rabbi to help us picture how a Druid might have lived and worked. She or he was: 'a man or woman of wisdom whose advice was sought on all matters of daily life, one who perhaps also fulfilled a craft, one who was married and had a family, one who brought the people together for common celebrations and whose word was law. Like the Hasidic rabbis who practised qabbala and were known as seers and wonder-workers, so too, the druid was a person of unusual skills. .... From the various Celtic accounts, we find that a druid usually had one or more students attached to his retinue or household. Again, to return to our Jewish parallel, a rabbi would often run a Talmudic school for anything from a handful to a number of students. Similarly, druidic students learned from their masters and mistresses.'

While some Druids may have simply had one or two students living with him, helping, presumably, with the household routine in return for training, others gathered around them sufficient numbers of disciples to form a veritable college of Druidry. In Ulster, for example, it is recorded that Cathbad, one of King Conchobar's Druids, was surrounded by a hundred students.

What would they have learned? Just as the monastic orders later became the centres of learning, the Druid colleges, large and small, were in charge of the whole spectrum of education from the teaching of general education to that of philosophy, from the teaching of law to the teaching of magic, from the teaching of healing skills to the teaching of the correct order of ceremonial.

We also know that Druids acted as tutors to the children of kings, queens and nobles, and that students would be sent from one Druid teacher to another to learn different skills. Caesar tells us that Druidry originated in Britain, and that students were sent from Gaul to Britain for training. They were sent to the fountainhead of Druid culture - to imbibe at its source: "It is believed that their rule of life was discovered in Britain and transferred thence to Gaul; and today those who would study the subject more accurately journey, as a rule, to Britain to learn it."

It is intriguing to think that the earliest recorded systems of education and law in Britain and Ireland are Druidic. When this is properly recognised, perhaps we will see the statue of a Druid outside the law courts in Dublin and London, and murals in schools or Departments of Education depicting Druids teaching within groves of trees.

Druids as Kings and Advisors to Kings & Queens

There is evidence that some kings were also Druids. The Druid Ailill Aulomon was King of Munster in the first century CE and it is recorded that three Druid-kings ruled in "the Isle of Thule" . Thule was the name given to Iceland, and here lies the fascinating possibility that Iceland was a kingdom once ruled by Druids - long before its Viking conquest. The official history of Iceland states that the first Norse colonisers, arriving in 874 CE found and drove away a few isolated Irish hermits, who had journeyed there via the Faroe Islands. But recent work on Icelandic blood-group types shows them to have a greater similarity to those of Ireland than of Scandinavia. This leads one to agree with those historians who claim that Iceland had in fact been colonised by the Celts long before the Vikings arrived. This claim gains further support when we learn that the only extant manuscript source of information that we have about the Nordic pagan cosmology, the Edda, was written in Iceland and not in Scandinavia. The manuscript looks remarkably like the early Irish manuscripts of the same period, and it is tempting to see the Vikings of Iceland being persuaded to record their cosmology by Irish Druids, or their descendants.

To return to Britain and Ireland, when Druids were not kings, they were advisors to kings, queens and chieftains, and were accorded such status that they were often the first to speak at official functions. At the court of Conchobar, King of Ulster, for example, no one had the right to speak before the Druid had spoken.

Druids as Scientists and Inventors

We know that the Druids concerned themselves with what we term today the sciences. To what degree their mathematics was numerology, their chemistry alchemy, their astronomy astrology, we will never know. But we do know that the building of the stone circles required sophisticated measuring, calculating and engineering skills, and that this same building depended upon a knowledge of the movement of the heavens to such a degree that the very earliest of proto-Druids were clearly skilled astronomers.

The work of John Michell, Sir Norman Lockyer, and Professors Hawkins and Thom amongst others shows us that these men were scientists indeed - creating giant astronomical computers in stone.
Some writers have even suggested that the Druids might have invented the telescope, basing this idea on the statement of Diodorus Siculus, who said that in an island west of Celtae the Druids brought the sun and moon near to them, and on the statement of Hecataeus who tells us that the Druids taught of the existence of lunar mountains.

Others have suggested that they discovered gunpowder, but like the Chinese, used it for special effects rather than warfare. John Smith in his Gallic Antiquities of 1780 wrote:

"Among the arcana of nature which our Druids were acquainted with, there are many presumptive, if not positive, proofs for placing the art of gunpowder, or artificial thunder and lightning; though like all other mysteries, they kept the invention of it a secret."


 We have no hard historical evidence for this suggestion, but it is delightful to think that the Druid would amaze and entertain his entourage with fireworks, as does the Druidic figure of Gandalf in Tolkien's Lord of the Rings.

Druids as Alchemists and Metal-workers

While they may or may not have experimented with fireworks, they certainly worked with fire and with metals. And this work was undoubtedly alchemical. Since fire, like water, was and is considered sacred by all those with a spiritual understanding of the natural world, we can be sure that the Druids were masters and mistresses of fire. Their esoteric work with fire is a matter of inner knowledge - for it deals with their ability to relate to and work with the sacred fire within the body as well as within the grove. The fact that the Goddess Brighid is goddess of healing and poetry and both fire and water, provides us with the key to understanding the connection between the inspiration sought by the Bards, the healing developed by the Ovates and the alchemical work of inner healing and inspiration performed by the Druids. Contemplating this one idea reveals the depth of the Druid Mysteries, the nature of its teaching and its relevance for us today.

Metalworking in early societies was also considered a sacred art - for upon it depended the tribe's ability to defend itself and to gain food from the earth or from animals. The Welsh tradition states that a branch of Druids, known as the Pheryllt, worked as metallurgists and alchemists in the magical city of Emrys in Snowdonia. This 'ambrosial city' was also known as Dinas Affaraon, the 'city of the higher powers'.

The Druid as metalworker would have forged the swords for the warriors and nobles, which would have been imbued during their casting and annealing with magical spells designed to protect the bearer and ensure them victory.

The sword figures largely in the Druid mythos: It emerges out of the two fixed elements of water and earth in the Arthurian legend: being pulled out of stone by Arthur, and being raised mysteriously out of the Lake when needed. It is born in fire with the skill of the Druid-Alchemist, and it is raised in the air during the Order's Beltane ceremony, as the Sword-bearer cries: "Behold this sword Excalibur, which rose from the lake of still meditation and was returned to it again. The sword of spirit, of light and truth, is always sharp and always with us, if our lake be stilled." At a spiritual-psychological level, the sword represents the Will. When the Will is not aligned to our higher values and purpose it runs amok - and the sword becomes the weapon which maims and destroys. When it is aligned with higher purpose it becomes the sword of spirit - a representation of our ability to be spiritual warriors in a world filled with difficulties which require the warrior spirit to overcome them. In the Druid circle the sword is placed in the South, just as the wand is placed in the East, the cup of water in the West, and the stone in the North.

We can surmise too that the Druids as metalworkers would have cast the sacred cauldrons. Just as the sword represents the 'male' directive qualities of mind and spirit, so does the cauldron represent the 'female' inclusive qualities of heart and soul. And just as the sword figures largely in Druid ceremonial and mythology, so too does the cauldron - representing, at its roots, the origin of the grail symbol.

Druids as Peace Makers

Druids and the Druid philosophy have long been associated with the idea of Peace. Classical writers, such as Julius Caesar and Diodorus Siculus, spoke of the way in ancient times Druids were exempt from military service, and did not bear arms, and how they often pacified warring tribes, passing between the massed ranks of opposing forces urging peace:

‘For they generally settle all their disputes, both public and private… The Druids usually abstain from war, nor do they pay taxes together with the others; they have exemption from warfare.’(Caesar)

Today, every Druid ceremony begins with a call to Peace towards each of the Four Directions. The Druid performing this function faces North, South, West then East calling out “May there be Peace in The N/S/W/E” As they do this they feel peace emanating from the Druid circle out into each direction of the world. Finally all participants say “May there be Peace throughout the whole world.”

Druids in ancient times worked in Sacred Groves, and today they still do - whether these are physical ones, or whether these have been created in the Inner World through meditation. These groves are seen as places of peace and tranquility that radiate these qualities out to the world. Druids often sign their letters or messages ‘Yours in the Peace of the Grove’, and the Order has begun a programme of planting Peace Groves throughout the world, with the first ones planted in Jerusalem and Northern Ireland.

In the Order we often say this Peace Prayer in our ceremonies:


Deep within the still centre of my being
May I find peace.
Silently within the quiet of the Grove
May I share peace.
Gently (or powerfully) within the greater circle of humankind
May I radiate peace.

We also hold peace meditations on the day of each full moon, and a section of the Order’s website is now devoted to the subject, since war and conflict seem to have escalated so much at the dawn of the twenty-first century.

Druids as Philosophers


Some say that the study of philosophy was of barbarian origin. For the Persians had their Magi, the Babylonians or the Assyrians the Chaldeans, the Indians their Gymnosophists, while the Kelts and the Galatae had seers called Druids….


Diogenes Laertius Lives of the Philosophers c.250 CE

In examining the roles of the Druid as teacher and judge, king and advisor to kings and queens, scientist and alchemist, we must remember that behind each of these functions the Druid was at heart a philosopher. His or her concern was with the meaning and purpose of life on earth, and it was for this reason that Strabo wrote "...the Druids, in addition to natural philosophy, study also moral philosophy".
 
We know a little of early Druid philosophy. A study of the old Irish and Welsh laws, developed by the Druids, can provide us with a glimpse into the ethical foundations of early Druid philosophy. In addition we can turn to the triads of Ireland and Wales, which – although often of disputed origin, and clearly influenced by Christianity – provide further material. The Classical writers say that Druid philosophy was influenced by Pythagoreanism, and if this is so, we can start to build a fairly comprehensive picture of the philosophy of these forest sages. But the picture does not stop there, because as we have seen in the earlier chapters, Druidry has grown and evolved constantly over the centuries – on its way absorbing or drawing on many influences. In the early days these came from Greece and Rome, and perhaps Egypt and India too. Later, during the Revival Period, the ideas of the Romantics found their way into modern Druidry.

In the early years of the twentieth century it adopted many of the ideas of the Western Mystery Tradition, which originated in Classical Greece, Babylonia and Ancient Egypt. And in addition, until the 1970s, Druidry was influenced by Universalism, which attempted to trace the universal themes in all religions. Theosophy was likewise driven by Universalist aspirations, and many Theosophists became interested in, and undoubtedly influenced, Druidism.

Into the historic picture we are building, we must add the most recent influences on the development of modern Druid philosophy. In the 1940’s and 50’s Ross Nichols became interested in the depth psychologies of Freud and Jung, and partly inspired by their insights, he saw in Druidry a way of helping modern humanity reconnect with Nature and the Gods. The problem of modern civilisation, as he saw it, was that humanity had become alienated from the land and the seasonal and agricultural cycles. In addition, an understanding of the value of mythology had been lost. As a result we had become alienated from the deepest and the highest sources of inspiration. This psychological perspective took into account our deepest needs, and in recent years Druidry, certainly as expressed within the teachings of the Order of Bards Ovates & Druids, has been clearly informed by it.
In addition, in the last decade or so, Druidry has been influenced by the ideas and philosophies of the holistic and environmental movements, so that alongside its preoccupations with the search for wisdom and union with Deity (who is seen as one with Nature) Druidry today is passionately concerned with protecting the natural world, and developing attitudes and lifestyles which promote living in harmony with Nature.

In contemporary Druidry, the tree which represents the Druid Grade is the Oak - the regal tree of wisdom and tradition - the primordial tree that has always been associated with both Druids and the Nemeton - the oak groves where they gathered and taught. The East is the place of the Druid, for it is from the East that the sun rises and from which comes the illumination that all Druids seek. The times associated with the Druid Grade are noon and Summer - times of greatest brightness and growth.

The Druid as our Inner Sage

The Bard in their training has opened to the artist, the creative Self, that lives within them, the Ovate in their training has opened to the shaman who lives within - the one who can travel in the inner realms to explore the fluid nature of time, and the inner power of trees, herbs and animals. The Druid, in their training, opens to their inner Wise Person, the inner Sage who is Philosopher and Counsellor, who judges and discriminates and who teaches perhaps too.

It is helpful, when we consider these three stages or groupings, if we do not consider them as a hierarchy, a ladder we must climb in order to reach enlightenment or full empowerment, but rather as levels of deepening. There is a path, or journey, that can be taken from one grade to the next, but having reached the Druid Grade the journey can begin again - making it one that follows a spiral or circular path rather than a linear one. At the Druid level the injunction is given: Generate and Regenerate! To do this we must die, we must change. The Ovate experience is passed through - under the sign of the Yew we follow the injunction 'Die and be reborn!' Finally we reach the stage of the Bard and we are able to be creative, to be fully born in the world, to express our inherent divinity in word, song, art and music.

The three realms of Art, Nature and Philosophy are encompassed within the three divisions of the Druid Tradition. We are finally able to unite our artistic concerns with our environmental and spiritual concerns. The Bard, Ovate and Druid are one person standing on the earth - poet and shaman, healer and philosopher - spiritual and earthy.

We ourselves may well not yet be this 'Whole Person', able to encompass all these abilities and interests, but the Druid as a model is always there to encourage and guide us, to shine a light for us on a path that is not uniform and not pre-determined, but unique to us and built with our own experience and our own creative genius.

According to your belief and experience you will understand the image of the Druid as Inner Sage as a metaphor, as a cultural creation, as an archetype in our collective consciousness, or as an actual being or one of a host of beings who exist on the inner planes, and who are simply waiting for us to turn to them for guidance.

Adapted from Druid Mysteries by Philip Carr-Gomm

http://www.druidry.org/druid-way/what-druidry/what-druidism/what-druid

Friday, March 2, 2012

The Goddess

So, night before last it finally happened. I meditated again on finding the Goddess' name who had been helping me along my new path and she revealed herself to me. It was amazing and spiritual. She talked to me through my pendulum as that night this was the way I was searching. I spoke with a few others asking about this question when she came to me. She noted that while this was not her preferred method, I was welcome to contact her in this way any time I needed to speak with her. She also noted that her preferred way was through dreams and that I should watch for her there. She also noted that I should always listen for her as she may contact me at any time... dreams generally don't happen during the conscious day thus creating a problem if she needs me while I am awake and moving through my day.

My Goddess is the Morrigan as I suspected. She was kind, calm, and warm though very strong. She felt like a mother nurturing me but also telling me the way things are and the way they work. I was so excited and the whole event was so peaceful. Planning to make contact again tonight if I can be calm enough to connect. Yay!

Yesterday I was lucky enough to get some home time on my own. Mom went to the casino and was gone for a few hours which left me to our home all by myself. I took my first ritualistic meditation cleansing bath. It was so amazing. Herbal bath - basil, mint, willow bark, and ... I can't remember but there was one more thing. Poured that into the bath along with a couple drops of lavender oil. Pleasant, relaxing and completely awesome!

Afterwards I did a release of negative energies on myself and then smudged our apartment to get rid of negative energies. Everything was "light and fluffy" as Thomas would say. Played some Oblivion for a while until my mom got home. What an amazing afternoon. It was blissful. :-)

Working today, the same classroom as Tuesday when I wrote my last post. Today we listened to the basketball game during the first two class periods, they won!!! and then we watched the end of the movie (the watched the first half yesterday) The Endless Summer. Once might be good, three times a little much. It's a documentary form the late 60's about surfing. These guys traveled around the world looking for the best surfing spots. Hawaii in the end was the best of course. It was interesting. The land and the animals were amazing. Three times made me sleepy, lol...

So, we still have half an hour until school is out. What to do now!!!


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Hmm. to much thinking today. druid schools and studies, my store.. Subbing with nothing else to do!!!!

I think that I have found the Druidry school/studies that I want to do. It's through the Order of Bards, Ovates, and Druids in the UK. They seem to have a program that fits what I would like to do including getting my priestesshood. They also work with AODA in the US which gives me a closer place to attend events and such, though going to the UK is in my plans in the very near future to see my very close friend, Karen.

This program is an earth based Druid group with studies of the old religion but they also are not only tolerant but encourage the spirituality of all. They will not discount me because I am American and/or not completely of Celtic descent. They also encourage personal path and free thinking. It should be good, just have to find the money.

If anyone is interested in checking it out, their site can be found athttp://www.druidry.org/. Looks really good to me.

It's interesting listening to the people talk in the Facebook group about their gifts and the different things that they do. I am new to this and the open-mindedness is amazing. There are many things that I plan to never do like astral projection and such. Sounds scary and a little to far out for me. I am just here to help people, to help myself be a better people, and to be able to live through this life in a way that gives me a better one in the next.

While i am an herbalist, many are very surprised that I don't use them like a drug, to get high, etc. I like tea... i use them to control things like my thyroid, depression, and am getting ready to start loosing weight again using herbs along with my eating habits. I do not have any desire to be or get high... to do astral projection which truly makes me wonder about the getting high, or anything else. I am fine being myself in all aspects of my spiritual growth and other then meditation, don't really feel it's healthy or conducive to being healthy and taking care of my body to get high.

What am i writing about today? I am subbing and between lunch and prep, have about an hour and a half of down time today. Also, showed a movie to one class this morning. So here I am.  Can't get on facebook. Could write a daily herb and daily tree things for late but really don't feel like it so here i am.

I learned that one of my best customers is opening a store of her own. That is fun. I know she will be respectful and not take my customers. Just shows the need, however, to get my own brick and mortar open... Really need to find a way to get this done. I wish i has some way to find the money.. I would not even mind a loan that I would have to pay back. Just have no idea where to get it.

hmmmm. lots of thinking today. To much thinking today. What should I do next. Maybe i will play with my runes. wonder if I can get a good reading here.  Lets try it out..

Queston: will i open my store this year?

So I got Fehu R, Nied, and Othel R.

Reversed fehu says that i will be disappointed if i continue on in this manner.
Nied says that there are delays and that things may not look good but to have patience, they will work on in their own time.
Othel R says that if I try to move to fast, I am going to be disappointed, things may not go as planned or needed to be.

Question: What do I do about my customers opening their own stores?

Eihwaz, Raidho, Lagaz

Eihwaz says that while there may be an obstacle in my way, if I set a reasonable goal, I will reach it. be patient.
Raidho says there will be a journey
Lagaz says i should follow my own intuition.

Question: Is someone going to help me with money to open my store?
eihwaz says that while there may be an obstacle in my way, that if I set a reasonable goal, i will reach it. Be patient.

So, what I get from this is that when the store will open is unknown. I need to stop trying to rush, things will happen when it is time. Other stores are going to come and go. It's going to be a journey to get there and i am not yet ready. I need to follow my intuition about things and while working hard id good, stop trying to rush things so much.

Will someone help me? I do not feel this questions was answered. 

Monday, February 27, 2012

Wondering

Ok, so i have been requestion that Goddess that I have been working with to revele her identity and I haven't heard anything specific. I have always been drawn to the Morrigan and am currently reading a book called Celtic Lore and Spellcraft of the Dark Goddess: Invoking the Morrigan.
Really good by the way. But I have been reading about invoking the Morrigan and Macha... So I am wondering if one or both of them (some see them as one and the same, I am not sure at this point). I have been trying to pay attention and have not seen any signs. I haven't dreamt, at least not anything I remember and I even have my pen and paper next to my bed to write just in case. So, not sure what to do now. Does anyone reading this have any suggestions? Or have i already been given the sign by being drawn to Morrigan? Hmm. Interesting...

Friday, February 17, 2012

Druidry Lesson 20 ~ Sacred Space

Questions:
When conducting solitary rituals, do you use the same level of ceremony as when working with others? Have you ever conducted or participated in a “public” ritual, where there were observers unfamiliar with what was happening? If so, did you change the nature of the ceremony in anyway?

A year ago I did participate in a very informal small Ostara ritual but I do not feel it was something like what is talked about with coven and groves. It was more like a prayer among about 15 people. The leader cast a circle and there was an ask for blessing by each person and then the circle was closed. This is the only thing I have done that was not solitary. And... I was the one who was unfamiliar with what was happening. I do not feel that I changed anything other then being there with a bunch of people I did not know.

What are the legends associated with the place in which you live? How well do you relate to the locale, its stories and spirits?

I really do not knkow anything about the lore where I live. I have not been here very long and until now I had no intention of staying. I plan to look into the area's history. We have several Native American Tribes in the area including Chehalis tribe, and Quillyette, and some other but that is really all that I know at this point. I do not know how well I ift in as I have not tried to fit in. There are not enough trees here, I feel lost most of the time but I have no way to change my locale at the moment. I have not really found anyone here whom I really relate to other then my sister and, well, I don't know. I have not found anyone here whom I would call a close friend. I feel over edcuted with most here, I miss the trees and my walks in the woods. I miss the quiet of the city.. yes that sounds crazy but I have not had a quiet night here yet. It's like crawling out of some kind of a whole but never making any progress.

Spirits, this area seems to be very empty of the nature spirits. I have found only a few starved whom I have tried to help by giving my energy but as there are so few trees from which I draw my own energies, I have very little to go.

Can the holiness of a place be spoilt or desecrated? If so, how? If it can be violated, can it also be restored (and by what means)?

I do think that the holiness of a place can be spoilt or desecrated. If enough negative energies are thrust upon a place, the holiness of this, I think will move away to someplace more appropriate ofr survival. I also feel that it can be restored with the right energies but am not sure that it could be restored to its original glory.  


Practical exercise:


If you have completed this book and haven’t totally lost interest in the topic, this is the time to leave the theory behind and start on the practice! Create your sacred space, choose the venue carefully and get on good terms with the spirits there. Conduct your first ritual ~ to mark the season, to honour the local spirits, or simply to celebrate Life itself.