hmmmm. Really need to stop thinking so much.

So there is a guy. I kinda like him... Fighting running. Wish I didn't have to fight running just because I kinda like someone. 

Stuck

It seems that i am stuck. Here I am again looking for a job. Interviews that I don't hear back from. Jobs that I apply for and nothing yet. Hmmm. Really would like to find something continuing - a little tired of this stress every year.

Trying to get started on my Ovate courses also and can't seem to get into the right frame of mind. I am all a go until it's time at night to do my initiation and I am always no longer in the right frame of mind or to tired. There is the trouble with the Tutor thing also. I haven't heard from anyone in three months.

I will performing my third public ritual on Saturday, day after tomorrow, and I haven't even written it yet. Something else I need to do tomorrow.

I need a break, a vacation, so badly. Summer school starts Monday - no break for me until the end of July. This is a bit of a negative sounding post for someone who has been quite positive about things for months. Maybe I just need to get things out. Will probably delete it anyway.

Time for bed. Night all! Have a great Friday tomorrow!