So, night before last it finally happened. I meditated again on finding the Goddess' name who had been helping me along my new path and she revealed herself to me. It was amazing and spiritual. She talked to me through my pendulum as that night this was the way I was searching. I spoke with a few others asking about this question when she came to me. She noted that while this was not her preferred method, I was welcome to contact her in this way any time I needed to speak with her. She also noted that her preferred way was through dreams and that I should watch for her there. She also noted that I should always listen for her as she may contact me at any time... dreams generally don't happen during the conscious day thus creating a problem if she needs me while I am awake and moving through my day.
My Goddess is the Morrigan as I suspected. She was kind, calm, and warm though very strong. She felt like a mother nurturing me but also telling me the way things are and the way they work. I was so excited and the whole event was so peaceful. Planning to make contact again tonight if I can be calm enough to connect. Yay!
Yesterday I was lucky enough to get some home time on my own. Mom went to the casino and was gone for a few hours which left me to our home all by myself. I took my first ritualistic meditation cleansing bath. It was so amazing. Herbal bath - basil, mint, willow bark, and ... I can't remember but there was one more thing. Poured that into the bath along with a couple drops of lavender oil. Pleasant, relaxing and completely awesome!
Afterwards I did a release of negative energies on myself and then smudged our apartment to get rid of negative energies. Everything was "light and fluffy" as Thomas would say. Played some Oblivion for a while until my mom got home. What an amazing afternoon. It was blissful. :-)
Working today, the same classroom as Tuesday when I wrote my last post. Today we listened to the basketball game during the first two class periods, they won!!! and then we watched the end of the movie (the watched the first half yesterday) The Endless Summer. Once might be good, three times a little much. It's a documentary form the late 60's about surfing. These guys traveled around the world looking for the best surfing spots. Hawaii in the end was the best of course. It was interesting. The land and the animals were amazing. Three times made me sleepy, lol...
So, we still have half an hour until school is out. What to do now!!!
My Goddess is the Morrigan as I suspected. She was kind, calm, and warm though very strong. She felt like a mother nurturing me but also telling me the way things are and the way they work. I was so excited and the whole event was so peaceful. Planning to make contact again tonight if I can be calm enough to connect. Yay!
Yesterday I was lucky enough to get some home time on my own. Mom went to the casino and was gone for a few hours which left me to our home all by myself. I took my first ritualistic meditation cleansing bath. It was so amazing. Herbal bath - basil, mint, willow bark, and ... I can't remember but there was one more thing. Poured that into the bath along with a couple drops of lavender oil. Pleasant, relaxing and completely awesome!
Afterwards I did a release of negative energies on myself and then smudged our apartment to get rid of negative energies. Everything was "light and fluffy" as Thomas would say. Played some Oblivion for a while until my mom got home. What an amazing afternoon. It was blissful. :-)
Working today, the same classroom as Tuesday when I wrote my last post. Today we listened to the basketball game during the first two class periods, they won!!! and then we watched the end of the movie (the watched the first half yesterday) The Endless Summer. Once might be good, three times a little much. It's a documentary form the late 60's about surfing. These guys traveled around the world looking for the best surfing spots. Hawaii in the end was the best of course. It was interesting. The land and the animals were amazing. Three times made me sleepy, lol...
So, we still have half an hour until school is out. What to do now!!!
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